“It’s because we’re different.” = IMPOSSIBLE TO FIX. DON’T EVEN TRY.
I hear this too many times. When someone tells me this, I become hopeless and I feel as if nothing will fix the situtation.
What really is the point of trying if it’s impossible to improve or fix something? Maybe it really is impossible but saying 2 people are opposites would only create 2 despondent and separate individuals.
You crush the hope for the better
There’s nothing wrong with being different.
(Source: bittersweetlif)
I hate needles.
Trypanophobia is what it’s called.
I’m fine watching people get cut open. I’m fine with ripping dead rats apart. Just…get those needles away from me.
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Coming off a great weekend, I was flying high. Today i hit a wall. This horrible wall was nonexistent at the beginning of this year, but shit happens. What i need is a new pair of parents. My parents are racist, sexist pieces of shit. They don’t care about me at all. What they do for me, they do because they have nothing else to do. Oh, tony wants to play volleyball on wednesdays? Well why should they have to send me there when I can’t even get a B in math? It’s not like I can’t help it or anything. You know what my parents said today? Why should I do something affects my life to make yours better? My parents refuse to spend time on a failure. And why do they think i’m a failure? Well i don’t do homework every second of my life. I can’t even hang out with friends because my parents either don’t want to drive me, or they think i should be spending my time studying. My parents also won’t let me hang out with girls because apparently it’s ok if girls slack off. Boys are supposed to be the smart ones, the care givers. Also, apparently, girls only like smart guys and will only marry smart guys. So…since i’m a guy i should really be lying around the house, doing nothing while all my friends are having fun. My parents also hate my friends. They say some of my friends have bad influences on me when i start to get rebellious and pissed at my parents. Well i only do that because my parents won’t let me hang out with them…why don’t my parents let me hang out with them in the first place? Will either they’re not smart, not asian, or not a guy. Well you know what? It just happens that all the smart again guys i know are horrible people. That is all.
Where are you when I need you.
I miss you Rubi~
